My entire family tested positive for Covid the first week of December. My mother was rushed to the hospital, December 24th, 2020. She fought for an entire month but she passed away January 29, 2021, at the age of 57. I had tested negative twice so I took care of my husband and dropped of food to my parents and brother. I finally tested positive December 29th! I feel guilty for not taking care of my mother. But my mother was a mother until she was intubated, She will always say she was better than yesterday. I called the hospital 5 times a day, I told her I will always be with her no matter what. She is now my butterfly but I miss her so much every second. Covid took everything from us, unsure how and why her?! It hurts all of us.